i missed tumblr i don’t get on nearly as much. tumblr was my venting and my way to get everything off my chest and i haven’t used it nearly as much as i use to. life right now is so stressful, its something i just need to get another job a full job would be nice but i know i will just end up getting another part time job, i want to be busy and get caught up, with our wedding and me for a while being in between jobs we got behind on some of our bills. i just need to get a head i just need to go out find a job and go back to school which is hard with the whole school thing cuz i don’t really know where we are gonna be here in a few months i don’t know if we are gonna stay in utah if we are going to move what. which needs to be figured out asap! chris and i have been talking a lot about where and when we are going to have a family and its kinda hard when we don’t know we are going to be down the road. we are trying to be responsible and think about every little thing before we do it.and we know right now isn’t the greatest of time and we don’t want to be like sheep and get pregnant just cuz everyone else is. blehhh, any way our apartment finally feels like a home only after 6 months took us long enough ha ha i love having our own space we just need to paint these ugly ass walls and then i will be very happy with it. birthday weekend is coming up soon crystal will be coming in from alabama i can’t wait to see what chris has planned for this year, he kinda has a lot to compete with last year on my birthday he purposed so we will see i guess and this is one of the most random posts i have posted on this is a long time but ohhh well i missed tumblr :)
bye tumbling hoes ;)
one day its a yes the next its a no
all in or nothing you can’t just be half way with this. oh the stress.
